I hate how you left me with so many memories. I still love you, but i can live with out you. :D
A lot of people i know is breaking up. Those who already have a family, those who were married, those who’ve been together over 3 years… what’s going on???!
It’s been almost 3 months since Albert and I broke up. We’ve been together for 4 years (LONG DISTANCE) just about going on 5 next year Feb. He’s in the military. You must be wondering why/how i pulled it all together?… Patience and faith. If you don’t have that, then there’s no point of keeping up with a long distance realtionship.
It really sucks because i really thought he was the one. He didn’t cheat on me or anything like that. He decided that he’s not ready to be in a realtionship. I guess he can’t seem to get along with my parents. He decided to give “us” up. On this long lasting realtionship. The relationship we thought would NEVER end.
After a month of not talking to Albert, i got over him. Or.. as i thought. so quickly, right?! But then Albert sent me a message on facebook saying, “Hey!” and “i miss you.” And just reading those 3 F&*#ing words…. my feelings for him came back. It’s like i fell in love with him ALL OVER. I was hesistant to reply back…. but i did anyways. Unfortunately, he didn’t reply back. :(
As of right now, i’m slowly trying to let him go. But somehow i can’t seem to stop thinking about all the fun memories we had together. I guess God is challenging me to see what i’ll do to handle this situation. To become stronger. To live my life fully and just be happy with who i am. It’s crazy because since i’ve been single, my life DID get better for me. I have a job that i love SOOO much, i hang out with my friends more often and i get to work out. I’m actually happy. Maybe this break up was ment to be. Maybe i should move forward and find someone who would really appreciate being with me and support me every step of the way. I thank God for it. For giving me something to look forward to in the future.
Shopping time at ROSS! :D I finally deserve a treat for all my hard work.